I was excited for today

Curses

I hate when someone keeps reappearing in my dreams

Not like it's their fault but they're taking up the space where I'm comfortable the most

Years of me trying to catch him in my dreams modifying and forcing lucidity and yet not a single trace of him

Just for a friend to appear in my dreams every single night

My mind is jesting with me

God I loath where I am now

دانية

يا دانية نداء لدانية (عميقة)

ندى؟

يا ندى نداء لندى

I say hi my stomach responds with die you worthless lowly piece of utter shit

Typa headache that makes you wish you were dead