I swear each time I leave home I feel like Rapunzel when she first left the tower

- الرساله ؛ Describe it

I'm so excited I feel adrenaline rushing and be questioning why haven't I gone outside earlier? But soon I'm anxious, scared and uncomfortable and wanna go back
And these two moods keep switching

- الرساله ؛ Sounds lovely..

Lovely? Maybe

Frustrating? Yes

- الرساله ؛ I get that... Its like there is this initial burst of inspiration to embrace life outside.. like u're stepping into something new & exciting.. but then.. all the noise & unpredictability & pressure starts hiting.. it feels overwhelming...
I think the constant back&forth comes from wanting to experience the world fully.. yet u feel more at home in a safe, familiar space... Its like my heart wants one thing but my mind reminds me of all the reasons to retreat... it can exhausting sometimes..

Beautifully described, I feel like if you had a lover who feels like home you'd be able to explore the world with ease

Relationships and jobs are temporary. Your shitty unpopular telegram channel is forever.

"The floating lady likes to share her tea with me, we have so very much to talk about. She invites me to visit her in her room, and there, tea cups and carrots can grow bigger or smaller, it's most beautiful."

Oh my sweet baby Avgust

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