Ok if u like ignore hands-

Doing arm workout ( braiding my hair)

Idk why but i do feel the need of one last conversation

I used to think that the stories should be closed, without that how things will move forward, but now I think that some stories do not have closure, we have to move forward which is the most useless part of life. I remember the dialogue from the movie life of Pi which was

"I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go. But what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye."

I'll never be good enough

I do few things just to prove myself that i can do them no matter how hurt i get as a consequence

Probably my red flag

Spoiler
It didn't get better
I made it worse

It hurts to be something
It's worse to be nothing 
With you

Toofan se pehele ka sannata or wot

my desperation for connection have steered me away from my moral values.

No way I'm trying to mask this depression

Being self aware is eating up my happiness and being distracted is eating up my peace

Loss of people from my life doesn't surprises me anymore

It does hurts tho-