So what was i saying

To sum it up but i cant coz how much it affected me

My cat got into a really unusual spot and he couldn't get out but my mom searched my house to find him like 10 times then my brother searched the house then they got to the conclusion that he got outside of house
Now my mom is fully panicking crying and we were all out she calls me and she's like saying
"Chotu nhi milrha kaha gya pata nhi Pura ghar dekhliya"
And I'm like it's alright mom calm down pray to allah swt and after a while she calls us again saying they cant find him nowhere
Now we had no option but to return home and Obv I'm a crier so i was crying and i told my brother we need to go home
So he took a u turn and yea as usual itnna traffic bhaii us beech auto wale se ladai hogyi but nvm
Fir we reached home jaise taise and we all were out on the streets telling and asking everyone did u see a cat
I literally didn't knew the streets existed in the area i live
But yea searched all of them going door to door and talking to shopkeepers and anyone who's outside the kids the creeps
The introvert in me was so courageous and i did all i can
So did my fam members
Meanwhile my mom informed my relatives to atleast pray for him and he shud be safe
Guess what they all showed up at my house and we were like almost 15 people on the road finding him and few ladies inside the house praying for him on prayer mat
I literally walked so much
I cant believe
And now the search is going on
My brothers told me that someone else told them a few guys were catching a cat and they tried finding them
My another cousin he was taking tuitions at the time
He quit the class and called some guy who gets all the lost pets and stuff and came to house
After doing everything we were on road and i thought i should call home and ask if they find any new info and i did call
And my sister spoke and said they found him and i cried once again
Well tears of joy knowing he's safe
And we all cam home and i saw him and i cried
Like literally so many people saw me crying but that didn't matter as my world was given back to me
How he got found?
Well my another cat was sitting and fighting his paw from a corner and my niece checked and there he was!!!
Ahhh we all hugged him and he's like I jus woke up?

Not the battle i needed but the battle i survived

manifesting ‘idgaf’ energy

"diary dikhaogi toh lejane denge"

Rule no.1 never let your brown parents know a diary of yours exist

Rule no.2 follow rule 1

"you will never self-love your way out of your human need for community and romance and friendship"

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Jitne maine channels join krliye hai utne mere real life me dost nhi hai

I was revising microbes in human welfare in my dreams and i told my friends
Ye ho jayega easy hai pehle ecology krte hai
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