God made me so hard to understand

NO U DONT GET ME AT ALL

STOP PRETENDING THAT YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHAT I MEANT

YOUR ASSUMPTIONS ARE NOT THE TRUTH

My feed is full of autistic things and idk i dont want to self diagnose but i end up relating to every single one

Am i just too chronically online or something's really wrong

"You might be in their dms,
My faint presence sits in their Spotify wrapped playlist through the music i introduced them to
We're not the same"

Twins

Did i tell you that i miss you & sugarcrash

Olivia Rodrigo

I'm literally out of deep breaths rn

I have never felt level of anxiety in my Life

NEVER

Couldn't sleep

God really be testing me on the last day too

Fucked up

But can't cry more infront of them

Struggling to find my self worth apart from academic validation