I have a feeling i should disappear for a while

I have resisted that urge since june

I think i should do it now

Bro agreed that my eyes look nashedi

Gonna cry now

IT'S JUST THAT I GET REALLY REALLY TIRED BY LIKE 8 PM OKAH

Saw a lot of cats in my dream

But that dream was very unsettling

I haven't thought about you in such a long time but still my brain likes to play games on me and unexpectedly makes me dream abt you

Clg nhi gyi aaj

Room pe akeli hu

Padhai krungi kal ke paper ki

Lekin usse pehle thoda sojati hu

If you'll see me you'll know how rest deprived i am

I have exhausted myself for nothing

Life is fun was dancing to macarena a few minutes ago and ended up crying to forwards beckon rebound now next where?

Hate when mental issues start showing up physically
Attention seeker issues

I THOUGHT I WAS GETTING BETTER

WHY