I realised that I've held onto wrong things
And let go the right ones

No not humans

But things

These days i cant focus on things until i engage all my senses

I just want to make it out of this house

What's a great start for a day?
Have a breakdown infront of your whole family just when u woke up

But nobody gives a shit yk

The amount of water i drink is just what is keeping me alive

The urge to protect my kids even though they don't exist

God please protect all the children from every evil that exists

And heal the ones who are suffering

Turning 20

So unreal

Sometimes yk when you're talking to someone and it feels like they're disinterested

Feeling like this today

Please be kind to yourself
You'll be fine

Fridays went by
I still keep waiting