I wander through this life, listening to the opinions of those around me, yet I find no thought that resonates with me. Am I not better than them?
I hear so much ignorance and psychological complexes that reside in their souls, and I walk the streets of this world, completely different from them in my thinking, my taste, my personality. This is all I am, wandering through this life, not knowing my destination. I walk these streets, living days that neither resemble me nor satisfy me.🤝
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A tiring day, insomnia again. No one is near me, not even my closest friends. They're not the same as they used to be. I wish I could lose my memory, not remember, not feel sadness, not suffer from insomnia. There's a pain killing me, but I don't know its source. Is it from sadness, insomnia, or overthinking? My head is about to explode from the constant overthinking that has plagued me lately. What makes it even more painful is the people who used to say I was the closest to them. I'm not saying they didn't love me, but I've discovered that there are others closer to their hearts, and I have no one near me. 🆚
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You once told me that dreams begin suddenly, created in the blink of an eye, born at a moment when we least expect anything to be born. You said you were full of dreams and that I was your most beautiful dream, but I search for myself in your corners every time I sit before you. I am amazed by the vibrant energy emanating from you, which fills you with life.
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“I don’t think we’ll meet again after this separation, but I loved you very much. I loved the details about you that gave my days meaning, and I loved your presence even when silence preceded words. Perhaps fate wasn’t on our side, and perhaps life brought us what we didn’t wish for, but this doesn’t change the fact that my feelings were genuine. And if farewell is the last thing written for us, I will carry your memory with respect and gratitude,
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There is a language in the stillness، a deep understanding that needs no voice To look into someone's eyes and see your own chaos reflected back, tamed by a quiet warmth It’s the breathless suspension before a choice is made, where two souls stand on the edge of everything, knowing that after this second, nothing will ever be the same again.
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