I was madly in love with her. Then I told her about my desires, to keep her under my control, to lock her in my house.
She got pissed. She looked deeply into my eyes and, full of anger, shouted:
“Do you think I want to live like that? I’ve been living an extremely boring life ever since I was born. I even hurt myself just to feel something different. I thought you were the one who would bring chaos into my life, who would make my mundane, boring existence worth living. And all your plans are to turn me into a doll, locked in a boring house, living a boring life with you? You’re weak and boring.”
That broke my heart. I never spoke to her again.
She got pissed. She looked deeply into my eyes and, full of anger, shouted:
“Do you think I want to live like that? I’ve been living an extremely boring life ever since I was born. I even hurt myself just to feel something different. I thought you were the one who would bring chaos into my life, who would make my mundane, boring existence worth living. And all your plans are to turn me into a doll, locked in a boring house, living a boring life with you? You’re weak and boring.”
That broke my heart. I never spoke to her again.
Today is the birthday of the person I consider my best friend, Luke. or as you all may know him, @bbbonzai . I’ve known him since he was 16; today he’s already past 22. I wonder if we’ll stay friends for many more years to come, I really hope so. We’ve already done so much together, but it still feels like we’re just getting started. I hope we can always walk through life together.
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She blocked me bwaahahhahahaaha
She must be in one of those moments of “I don’t want anything with my toxic past anymore”
She must be in one of those moments of “I don’t want anything with my toxic past anymore”
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Remember that scene where Hitomi talks to Satou, telling him she was pregnant and was going to get married? Something like that happened to me.
There was this person I cared deeply about for a while. We had similar goals in life, and I used to tell her, “If you ever start dating someone, block me, because it wouldn’t be wise to keep talking to me while you’re with someone.” And that’s exactly what she did. She got back with her ex-boyfriend and blocked me right away. She got pregnant and almost married him… but they were just two lost souls acting on impulse. They eventually broke up, and she ended up alone with a child. When we talked again, everything felt weird. I felt like I should’ve been laughing at her misfortune, but instead I was deeply sad, like we had lost our chance at something. She had become Catholic, and for some reason she seemed more aligned with my ideas than before. But everything felt too far gone for me, like she was already dead to me.
There was this person I cared deeply about for a while. We had similar goals in life, and I used to tell her, “If you ever start dating someone, block me, because it wouldn’t be wise to keep talking to me while you’re with someone.” And that’s exactly what she did. She got back with her ex-boyfriend and blocked me right away. She got pregnant and almost married him… but they were just two lost souls acting on impulse. They eventually broke up, and she ended up alone with a child. When we talked again, everything felt weird. I felt like I should’ve been laughing at her misfortune, but instead I was deeply sad, like we had lost our chance at something. She had become Catholic, and for some reason she seemed more aligned with my ideas than before. But everything felt too far gone for me, like she was already dead to me.
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