quite like that. Their job is usually to create discussions in class, and girls who are generally generic and shallow-minded end up thinking more than they usually would because of that professor. As a result, they can develop romantic feelings toward him.

besides that, a professor holds a higher rank than the other people in class, so they are naturally attractive to women for that reason alone.

man... I need to go to the doctor... I sleep 2 much, it can't be normal.

proper etiquette is: never read visual novels with people, this is stupid and performative.

people who REALLY like visual novels don’t do that shit

it’s a freaking lecture — you need concentration to imagine the scenarios and connect the events. People who bring a friend to “read” visual novels are just people who don’t actually like visual novels and need an extra dopamine hit (having their friend around) to get through it, while they talk about thousands of unrelated things and don’t give proper attention to the VN itself.

I cannot forgive myself. Irl, everything I do appears to be a good deed, and yet I do not understand why. My thoughts are corrupted, my desires obscure and shameful, still, whenever I act, what emerges is only goodness.

I harbor violent urges. I imagine dominating the weak, violating a girl for pleasure, acting selfishly, surrendering to impulses I refuse to name without disgust. And yet, when the moment of action arrives, I do the opposite... I help others. I go to church. I confess. I sit with the elderly and listen. I treat women with gentleness and restraint.

All of it feels profoundly false. They look at me and see a good person, while inside I am consumed by the certainty that I am a fraud, someone performing virtue while desiring its negation. What repulses me most is not the darkness of my thoughts, but the fact that my actions betray them so completely.

microsoft should change their name to bigsoft, or bloatedsoft.

THERE'S NOTHING MICRO ABOUT THEIR SOFT!

>tried downloading visual studio for an uni project
>9gb

get the fuck out of here.

I tried Gua Sha today after waking up — I even bought tools for it. It surely works, it’s not a hoax, but I don’t think I will do it again… I felt like this after doing that…

and it also makes my skincare routine way more complicated... I'm a man, for God's sake... I can't stay more than 20min doing skincare routine.

I keep it simple, I don't strive for those "korean skin" stuff. I just use: balm cleanser, milk toner and moisturizer... and for me that's enough.