I really want to disappear, take me away God when the time comes

the biggest cope I've ever read from non english speakers:
"I don't speak english because I have no respect for this language"

nah mane, you don't speak it because you're afraid people will laugh at your bad english...

so... basorexia is really a thing, huh?

One sure sign of a dumb person is their inability to see historical figures as human. They judge the past by modern morals, saying, "how could they enslave people? They were so disgusting and primitive." But there is no such thing as "primitive," only your failure to grasp their fears, desires, needs, and faith. If you claim, "I would never do that if I lived back then," you absolutely would. Blindly following today's norms proves you would have done the same in the past. You’ve never truly questioned why slavery is wrong—you just absorbed it, no different from those old figures who never questioned why it was right.

in fact I live in fear of those people who don't know how bad they can actually be
I live in fear of normal people.

hah, good morning, Anon san! Would o mind a cup of coffee?