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After Charles Darwin proposed the theory of evolution, people—especially psychologists—began drawing parallels between animals and humans. Based on this assumption, I've often heard that humans are social animals and incapable of being completely antisocial. I grew up believing this to some extent, but I never realized that I had always been completely alone. Even so, this loneliness was something I was forced to endure due to the place I lived. I always thought that if the circumstances were different, I would be totally sociable.

However, after moving to this city, being surrounded by people, and talking every day, I came to realize that I feel neither pleasure nor any urge to engage in conversation. And I'm not pretending to be some "cool" person who doesn't need anyone—this is simply how things have turned out. I've come to understand that I can endure loneliness more than anyone around me, which means I lack what those atheists claim defines humans: being social animals.

So, does that mean I'm not human? I don't think so. I'm just NOT THE FUCKING ANIMAL YOU GUYS DESCRIBE YOURSELVES TO BE! I'm not an animal like you pitiful people. I am human, created in the image of God Himself

Is it correct to say that people who try too hard to convince you that their worldview is the true one are actually in love with you?

I believe that when you love someone, you want to bring them into your world as much as possible. You simply want them to feel what you feel, to see what you see. Of course, this will never be entirely possible, as our interactions are doomed to fade in the external world. But... I believe that the desire to convince, convert, or indoctrinate someone is, at its core, a desire to bring them closer to you. This is why we are constantly searching for someone who understands us—everything is done in the hope of bringing someone into our inner world

I want to say sorry to loligrinder for calling his country as poor. Kazakhstan is actually nice and very comfy... by the pictures I saw on the internet!

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I want to deeply thank the girl who helped me find an electronics store before it closed. If it weren't for her, I would have been without a phone charger for the next three days. I should have gotten her number... she was so nice and helpful