After moving, I decided to restrain myself from talking to women for four years.

I won’t say good morning to women.
I won’t go out with women.
I won’t even talk to women at church.
And I won’t talk to women who live close enough to see me in real life.

I won’t fail at uni—I will lock in!

Proverbs 5:3-5:
"For the lips of the adulterous woman drip honey, and her speech is smoother than oil; but in the end she is bitter as gall, sharp as a double-edged sword. Her feet go down to death; her steps lead straight to the grave."

I have friends who failed uni because of drugs and women. I won’t mess with drugs, so the only real threat to me is women. I’ll have a lot of freedom there, and I’ll also be living alone, so it's dangerous. But I’ll show them just how INCEL I CAN BE—I’M ACTIVATING INCELINK SCARING HOES MODE! I WON’T BE DECEIVED BY THE OPPOSITE SEX. MY COWARDICE AND JESUS CHRIST WILL SAVE ME FROM FALLING FOR THOSE DEVIOUS CREATURES! I’M NOT THE KING OF ALL HIKKIS FOR NOTHING!

Truth nuke for soulless teenagers: only Catholic Hispanics are goths. Everyone else who isn’t even Catholic is just a wannabe dressing in black—merely cosplayers and not goths.

This is why I find the modern goth aesthetic so stupid—it’s not really goths, but a bunch of degenerates with no personality cosplaying as goths

To understand what the hell I’m even saying, we need to go way back in history to talk about the Gothic people: they were originally pagan people who inhabited parts of Europe, but the majority were in Hispania (today’s Spain and Portugal). They all converted to Christianity and became very religious. They invented great religious architecture that remains prominent to this day. The most notable example is the mixing of dragons and gargoyles with Christianity. They also created ornamented crosses that modern goths wear today.

Even though they were extremely influential to the goth aesthetic nowadays, they are not like modern goths, right? So what happened? Well, the modern gothic is a synthesis of these people within Hispanic culture. The actual influential piece for modern goths is the Addams Family series. The Addams Family is a Hispanic family as perceived by Anglo-Saxon people. Anglo-Saxon people have always viewed Hispanics as weird, living with their entire family under one roof, while Anglo-Saxon culture is about children moving out and living on their own after growing up. A true goth is a Hispanic Catholic family.

And the true goth girl is Morticia. She is the basis for all modern goths—beautiful and unique as she is. There are indeed gothic girls who are truly goth, and they are not just white girls dressing as goths for aesthetic appeal. Your aesthetic should be a reflection of your personality, and through this reflection, you create a memorable aesthetic, as Morticia did in the past and many Catholic Hispanic women have today.

So I can't help but find it totally hollow when I see wannabe girls dressing in black and wearing crosses. If you ask her what the meaning of that cross is, she'll probably give you a shallow answer like, "eh... it is... quite cool, innit?" Indeed, it is, but what makes a simple cross cool is something much deeper than that. Crosses aren't cool for no reason; people with strong personalities have carried it for centuries. My advice to modern generations is: if you want to dress up, be yourself and don’t try to be someone else. Otherwise, you’ll just look lame, hollow, and uninteresting—a mere cosplayer of truly interesting people.

I always tell niggas: if you want to use linux, try Ubuntu, Fedora or Mint. Don't listen to those elitists retards talking about some weird distro based in arch or whatever

and if your laptop has some related distro (it is usually fedora or ubuntu) go directly to that distro.

hmmmmm
I cant sleep as always...
hmmmmmmmm
I hate my life.

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