Sylvia Plath 🤍

... i dyed my hair blond and cut it short just to feel something but i don't feel anything. i don't feel anything about losing all those healthy long curls but i also don't feel anything about having a cool hairstyle. ... i want to do a reunion for an oven and a poet's head.
#cookiewrote

And you wanna scream
Don't call me "kid"
Don't call me "baby"
Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
You showed me colors
You know I can't see with anyone else

sunday
nov. 5

And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin'
I can't let go of your heart

I want to be close to you
But I don't know what to do
'Cause if we are near to through
It may make it worse
And if I start to grieve
'Cause it feels you're 'bout to leave
Forgive me, I'm not naïve
I've been here before
So, won't you please spare me indignity?
And won't you please give me some decency?
And won't you please call it, if our time is through?
'Cause I know that we fall apart, when nothing's new
Nothing's new