📼 Naked - 1993

I thought the most beautiful thing in the world must be shadow, the million moving shapes and cul-de-sacs of shadow. There was shadow under houses and trees and stones, and shadow at the back of people's eyes and smiles, and shadow, miles and miles and miles of it, on the night side of the earth.

- Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

tw// suicide

and i wouldn't let myself drink from the poisonous lips of love again
#cookiewrote

what i can say about my current self is that my french lessons at uni started on tuesday and now other than farsi, i'm forgetting english, too. and not to mention how i keep speaking english in french class.

and it's been so long
but if you ever think you got it wrong
i'm right where you left me

How surprising that men blame the gods, and say their troubles come from us, though they, through their own un-wisdom, find suffering beyond what is fated.

• The Odyssey

The woman is perfected.   
Her dead

Body wears the smile of accomplishment,   
The illusion of a Greek necessity

Flows in the scrolls of her toga,   
Her bare

Feet seem to be saying:
We have come so far, it is over.

Each dead child coiled, a white serpent,   
One at each little

Pitcher of milk, now empty.   
She has folded

Them back into her body as petals   
Of a rose close when the garden

Stiffens and odors bleed
From the sweet, deep throats of the night flower.

The moon has nothing to be sad about,   
Staring from her hood of bone.

She is used to this sort of thing.
Her blacks crackle and drag.

- Sylvia Plath

اگر تنها خط فکریتون در راستای براندازی جمهوری اسلامی این بوده که هرچی جمهوری اسلامی دوست نداره ما دوست داریم باید بگم متاسفانه شما برانداز نیستین، شما یه بچه‌ای هستین که خیلی از دست بابایی عصبانیه و می‌خواد از بابایی انتقام بگیره بدون این‌که نگران وضع زندگی سگی خودش باشه.

کتاب A Little Life حکم فیلم/کتاب The Perks of Being a Wallflower رو داره به این صورت که داره brain chemistry من رو عوض میکنه.