I Know It’s Over- The Smiths

Ship to Wreck- Florence + the Machine

Work Song- Hozier

Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again

- Homer , The Iliad

realizing it is half way through the year, i genuinely cant tell if it felt like years or seconds im literally going nuts this year isn’t real

At this point I'm sure " bed time " is code word for depressing thoughts.

There's a new revolution, a loud evolution that I saw
Born of confusion and quiet collusion of which mostly I've known
A modern day woman with a weak constitution, 'cause I've got
Monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off
A gatekeeper carelessly dropping the keys on my nights off

it's an " i hate myself night " everybody.

I'm gonna run run away, run run away
Run away, runaway and never come back
Run run away, run run away, run away
Show 'em that your color is black

no, it's not a "third world" country, it's a country trying recover from colonization and imperialism.

I'm at a point where I don't feel anything while not being on antidepressants.