Idk what was in the second dose but i keep falling asleep

i have so much to do but i want to cuddle up under my blanket and die- sorry, fall asleep.

Gatekeeping my shit bc an 11 yro is copying everything i do.

Bitch i bought that shit bc it meant sth to me. Don't ruin it for me.

9 months ago.

Doing shadow work by thinking about my problems and crying and thinking about how i can get past them bc i just can't write anymore.

ماراتن سکس اجوکیشنم اصلا به دلم نمیچسبه چون توی این مدت که بین فصل ۲ و ۳ خیلی فاصله افتاد ۶ بار سریالو ریواچ کردم و الان حفظم کلّشو.

Me: * exists *
My brain: what if we make them cry out of the blue?

Am i sad and hopeless and helpless? Yes
Do i think the very few friends i have hate me and are annoyed by me? Yes
Do i feel like y'all get annoyed by everything i send you? Yes