Laughed so loudly no one heard my cry

I'm the way I am, because I the first child of the Oldest son and Youngest daughter

In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To the people who don't care if I
Live or die?

Running away is easy, but the leaving is not

"Will you die for me?" Girl. I love you so much that I would live for you

Yours — Conan Gray

I'm somebody you call when you're alone
I'm somebody you use but never own
I'm somebody you touch but never hold
And you're somebody I'll never really know
I know I'm not the one you really love
I guess that's why I've never given up
'Cause I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun
But still, I'm not enough

Oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I'm the love of your life
Like you already know you're never saying goodbye

But I'm not yours
I'm not yours
I'm not yours
I want more
I want more
But I'm not yours
And I can't change your mind
But you're still mine

So tell me that it's time for me to go
'Cause you know I can't do it on my own
The only thing that's harder than sleepin' alone
Is sleepin' with your ghost

Oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I'm the love of your life
Like you already know you're never saying goodbye

But I'm not yours
I'm not yours
I'm not yours
I want more
I want more
But I'm not yours
And I can't change your mind

I should've known that it was dumb love
Fifteen dozen roses
All the things that I've done
For you not to notice
Can't believe I chose you
Over all my best friends
What the fuck did I do?
In the end
Just to not be yours

Right here.

I prefer to be alone than to torment someone else

How are you going to fix something when you don't know what's broken?

Honestly, I miss you and I hide this from myself

I'm stuck in those days and that's why looking at the date always frightens me