tbh, nothing feels real with anyone anymore, just pointless temporary bonds.

Sunday is gloomy,
My hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows
I live with are numberless
Little white flowers
Will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of
Sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you,
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you?
With shadows I spend it all
My heart and I
Have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles
And prayers that are sad I know
Let them not weep
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you
Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep
In the deep of my heart, dear
Darling I hope
That my dream never haunted you
My heart is tellin' you
How much I wanted you..

The fear of attachment is increasing badly

The scars... What do they mean to you?

Never be too attached to someone, anything can take place in this world. Here parents don't trust you and you think outsiders will......

I will never explain my side again, you find that it was all my fault? then be it, i accept it, i'm done with explaining my side, i don't want to feel like i'm begging to be understood, never again.

Wish everything went to what it was. All the friendships.... I miss them....

Nothing hurts more than wiping your own tears, knowing that you can't tell anyone about the things you were crying about

Don't wait. The time will never be just right.

The best and worst thing in life - NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.

"I don't love you anymore.."
A pretty line that I adore..

Yup! I love this line.
But I wanna listen to this from you. Cause I never felt that I have that much importance in your life.

What's my importance in your life?Ya? Tell me!!!
What did I do for you?
I just felt nothing!

My only question is "Why Me?"
Am I that much important for someone?

Cause, I just thought that
I'm only important for Art!
And nothing!

But trust me I felt so much loved, when you told me that you still love me.

But unfortunately, there is a part of me that nobody knows and nobody can understand. Cause deep in my heart there is a burnt part that is cut, my feelings, but still not healed by the time.

And it's "the cut that always bleeds"

And maybe for that burnt part I cannot give anybody a single place in my heart!
And it's totally not your fault!
Maybe for this life that burnt heart is made for someone else!
But I understand you, so today I wanna say something to you..

"Badi lambi guftagu karni ha tumse..
Badi lambi guftagu karni ha tumse..

Tum aana, ek puri zindagi lekar"

Please ....
"Don't repost"

Death must be so beautiful.
To lie on a soft brown earth,
with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence.
To have no yesterday and no tomorrow.
To forget time, to forgive life,
to be at peace.
I wonder how beautiful it is!!

Just in case no one told you...
I'm proud of you. I genuinely mean it. I'm proud that you made it through another day, and I know how hard it is sometimes. Be kind to yourself, you deserve it♡