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Same bro
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good thing about recovery is that when i feel sad it doesn’t feel so crushing, like the end of the world. i just feel normal sadness, just down, nothing major. i get bored but i try to make sure to transform it into rest and catch up on something that i haven’t done in a while. i feel lonely, but it doesn’t feel like i’m dying, it’s actually good that i can recognize the feeling of missing somebody.
bad thing is that i don’t know any coping mechanisms for “normal” feelings. and sometimes the emptiness is still there. and i have to make my own habits now, because impulsive behavior isn’t that prominent anymore. and making new habits, creating a routine is apparently one of the scariest things that i hadn’t thought i’d have to deal with.
i’m glad that my meds are working. i’m glad that the challenges don’t end. it’s just unusual processing them without it feeling overwhelming and soul crushing. kinda bittersweet
bad thing is that i don’t know any coping mechanisms for “normal” feelings. and sometimes the emptiness is still there. and i have to make my own habits now, because impulsive behavior isn’t that prominent anymore. and making new habits, creating a routine is apparently one of the scariest things that i hadn’t thought i’d have to deal with.
i’m glad that my meds are working. i’m glad that the challenges don’t end. it’s just unusual processing them without it feeling overwhelming and soul crushing. kinda bittersweet
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