The thing about me is that I never intentionally hurt others. I've never even thought about making people sad. If I ever did, I would want you to tell me right away, because I know that if you hurt me, I would tell you. If you don't tell me, it means I might do it again unintentionally, because I don't know what I'm doing. I love apologizing when I'm at fault. If I think I made a mistake, I apologize. But there are things I do that could make people sad, and I want them to tell me. I don't want to cause any trauma or sadness. I always try to tell people to speak up and let me know if I'm doing something wrong, so I can do better. Just don't wait months to tell me, because I wouldn't want to apologize for the past. I'm sorry if I've ever caused anyone pain. I wish I could be the person who helps you carry your baggage, not the person who adds to it, because you've carried the wound that could've been healed long ago.

I always thought I wasn't scared of death but the truth is am more scared of losing people I love but don't like now the people who did me wrong the people who aren't close to me but were the biggest part of my life I don't want to lose people that am missing or am mad at I think that's why I don't usually leave or hate fighting with people because I know how it's going to hurt if they leave me I rather let them hurt me then for me to regret not being there for them.

Not mine found it on vent here channel.

And really love it every time I read it

I wish for many things, even to the point where wishing should not be allowed.

On the way back home after seeing how some businesses in town were being demolished, I wondered if these owners were being compensated and what would happen to their livelihoods. Then, I had a curious thought - have you ever considered going to a rage room and breaking things as a way to release anger? It could be a way to come back feeling relaxed. And saw how they were breaking them and my intrusive thought was to break some with them like I was in a raging house, I mean I hate what they are doing but still who wouldn’t want to break stuff.

Maybe because It is something new to us
Maybe we were used to the hurt for so long and when We experience love our soul strive for it with starvation . and that Hunger pin us with 'Where have this been all my life' cause the purity in it is unbearable .

I appreciate you more than you can imagine.

And the amount of times you think about dropping out is insane.

Demotivated should be the word.

I heard your name and forgot you even existed.