Took me minutes to see a mother holding a child.

the urge to disappear.

The urge to dropout.

The urge to cry it all out.

The urge to rote in bed

The urge to move out.

The urge to be okay.

The urge to not to care about others.

Opinions*

cause caring is a must.

I can't keep forgetting to close my window and then complain when mosquitoes bite me.


I think this applies to everything.

Can I call myself a runner?
Even though I haven't escaped.

I mean I'm not going to complain. I'm not a person who gets along too fast I keep everything to myself. But I miss my friends, I really do. I thought I could do it alone, but no, it's really hard. The new people here are kinda hard to get along with. I mean, I'm hard to get along with because, you know, I fear being able to start again.Sometimes it feels like they only need me to do assignments and stuff. I mean, I don't mind doing it because I don't trust anyone with my grades . But talking to me and demanding it seems a little bit being selfish you know? Second semester just started, and people who don't answer my questions properly have told me that they're in my group. I'm not lying, 3 people asked me, not asked, told me that they're in mine. I don't mind doing it eko But y'all demanding it makes me mad.

I would be willing to do anything if asked, but when it feels like I have no choice, it really frustrates me, and sometimes I even say no, even if it's just for a small taskkkkk.

I am too attached to my phone,
today I almost got hit by a car and the first thing I thought was “Will my phone get safe to the hospital with me?”
so disappointing.