some teachers tho he knew how to play every instrument.

cleaning makes me happy.

bored
let’s yap?

huuh
mtsm okay.

that one thumbs down demotivated me so fast lmao.
i am not going to survive.

network peeps

good night babes.

laziness pays off

heads up, peeps if you ever plan on raising cats, their heat/ovulation season is insanely disturbing.

mererugn andwa cherech sel andwa tenkebalelalch

to live with the discomfort of learning is to accept that growth rarely feels good while it’s happening. it usually feels embarrassing, inconvenient, slow. but it also feels alive. it’s the sensation of your mind or body stretching into a new shape, one it doesn’t recognize yet but will soon. and if you can stay with that feeling — if you can let the discomfort sit beside you without throwing you off course — then you eventually arrive at something worth keeping: a skill, a practice, a piece of yourself that would never have existed without the awkwardness in between.

My honesty makes them suffer. 
It bruises even the parts of them that once seemed invincible. 
And so, I sit in the eerie silence, 
watching the trembling air between truth and compassion, 
making sure I don’t open the wounds I cannot close. 

Is it mercy or defeat?


~Lily©