and that’s it for today.
good night.
and for the ones who didn’t make it
beg!!
you know who you are.

plus it was the first time he mentioned his real name at the door. every other time he’d stepped through that door he was someone else someone respected, admired, believed in. he had grown used to that identity, the illusion that gave him worth. but that moment when he spoke his real name stripped the performance that was when everything ended. not when he was caught or not in prison, but right there. a quiet devastating reality check, as if the boundary between his fantasy and the world finally dissolved.

Lovely tho
And morning.❤️

We just read when she writes.

Hey babes.

New glasses

it looks like i have the worst eye sight besmam

If two people are arguing, don’t step in even if you know who’s right and who’s wrong. Just quietly pull yourself away.
learn to actually say mn agebagn in every situation.

update
burnt out.
skipped classes
need to start studying.
already finished my monthly money and it’s only been three days.
barely eating.
barely drinking water.
face looks worse.
getting distant from people without meaning to.
stopped going on walks.
doing absolutely nothing.
weirdly calm that’s not a blen thing.

Watch Attack on Titan online free on 9anime
https://9animetv.to/watch/attack-on-titan-112?ep=3303

about to start my second anime.
i’m being forced to watch it.
my first was one punch man
i was forced then too, but ended up loving it.
esti i hate being recommended stuff, but tru sw selhonku aywalew.

okay so,
this thing eats at me too. i feel selfish even in the small things, like when i want to write my friends a letter. it’s supposed to be something sweet but somewhere in the back of my mind i know it’s also about me and only me.
about wanting to feel like i care, wanting to be seen as someone who does.

and when i lost a friend, i realized my grief wasn’t just about them being gone, it was about me losing them. i cried because they wouldn’t be here for me anymore. and that felt ugly to see how love can still circle back to yourself i felt like i didn’t deserve it the grief ( overthinker final boss) i keep asking myself how to love people without needing them, without them having to serve some quiet purpose in my life. i love my friends because i can exist around them without shrinking. my overexcitement, my endless details, my stupid laughs all the things that feel “too much” everywhere else are allowed with them. and when i think of what i love about them, most of it isn’t about who they are when i’m not around. it’s who they are to ME.

when i overthink it, it feels selfish. but maybe everything is conditional, not maybe it IS.
every type of love, every kind of care. we try to say it’s pure, but it always depends on something
how they make us feel, what they bring out of us, the version of ourselves that exists around them. every reason we give for loving someone is a condition, and maybe that’s not something to be ashamed of even if it feels like so sort of selfishness but loving someone comes with a condition, respecting is something natural.
everything we say about a person, even when it comes from our own point of view still shows who they are how they exist in our world. maybe i overthink it, but at the end of the day, people are loved in the conditions they present themselves in, and maybe that’s enough.
idk if it makes sense.

today’s lesson:

don’t waste the energy you’ve been building up all week.

empty again.

whatever fleabag said
please tell me how to live.

if really want to actually know what a women goes through go to court.

people and words don’t piss me off much anymore there’s a much stronger force inside me now.

knocks*

sees me lying sideways on the bed, both leg supported on the window, earphones in, laptop resting on my chest

Sighs and quietly closes the door.

hello peeps.