i like to embarrass myself.

read research papers blen!!

that realization when you finally see , people aren’t shit, it’s just you kept dumbing yourself down.

mtsm yehone hezb.

One of the most valuable lessons a mentor has ever taught me is this:

God favors the relaxed.

As a recovering perfectionist, it's easy to miss the point. But it just means that a calm mind can craft more keys to better solutions

Ngl, I find it hard to implement (especially during high stress situations), but whenever I remind myself of that advice, the sense of serenity that momentarily re-aligns my chest to its proper breathing rhythm is hard to miss

It's not a "it will solve everything" advice bc those don't exist anyway. But it's one of those hexagons in the cluster that makes up diamonds

A bit of a caution when implementing this... use it to make peace with losing and not to deceive yourself that nothing is lost. It's a mistake I repeatedly make and wish to avoid. Anyway, I hope this becomes one more feather in the wings you use to ascend behind yourself.

And with that...

i hate uni because why tf aren’t you calling me?
beggg

i should stop using the word
man and babes to everyone

the sunnn

need adult money so i can buy cool lighters.
and no i just love lighters.

i called it on myself lmaoooo

such is life
with the cameras
mtsm

and that’s it for today.
good night.
and for the ones who didn’t make it
beg!!
you know who you are.

plus it was the first time he mentioned his real name at the door. every other time he’d stepped through that door he was someone else someone respected, admired, believed in. he had grown used to that identity, the illusion that gave him worth. but that moment when he spoke his real name stripped the performance that was when everything ended. not when he was caught or not in prison, but right there. a quiet devastating reality check, as if the boundary between his fantasy and the world finally dissolved.

Lovely tho
And morning.❤️