Forwarded from Med notes 🩺
https://youtu.be/lyu7v7nWzfo?si=8OA7bH_D1tftd6BT
When we agree about our hallucinations, we call that a reality.
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Writer’s block but It's not that you can't write it's that you started to choose what to write and what to make transparent.
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i think about death and i want it to happen far from this house far from the walls that have memorized my breathing i am that human who stares at the thought of people behind the grave their eyes digging into the coffin wondering what i left behind if i die here my mother will tear my father’s peace apart
i will drown in whispers they will circle me with sharp tongues and colder hands one suspicion feeding another until the whole room reeks of rot i see more conspiracy theories than my dry body.
so when i die i want it outside far from both homes not crushed under a car too i don’t want a stranger cussed by my yearning i want to be the only one who doesn’t return i want my body to be the only ruin no name knotted in my ending no face stained by my leaving i want my last breath to vanish into a place no one owns where the ground swallows me without witnesses where the dark takes me in and keeps me,
oh how lovely am i thinking for the people who might or not care for me beyond death.
lovely human was i.
i will drown in whispers they will circle me with sharp tongues and colder hands one suspicion feeding another until the whole room reeks of rot i see more conspiracy theories than my dry body.
so when i die i want it outside far from both homes not crushed under a car too i don’t want a stranger cussed by my yearning i want to be the only one who doesn’t return i want my body to be the only ruin no name knotted in my ending no face stained by my leaving i want my last breath to vanish into a place no one owns where the ground swallows me without witnesses where the dark takes me in and keeps me,
oh how lovely am i thinking for the people who might or not care for me beyond death.
lovely human was i.
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Forwarded from weltschmerz (Adam'u)
Let’s normalize reading for pleasure, not productivity. you don’t need to extract lessons from every page. some books are just meant to be enjoyed! you’re not wasting time, you’re reclaiming it.
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If Halloween was a thing, I would've cringe-killed Wednesday Addams. (Last time I am talking about that phase.)
But good one.
But good one.
Forwarded from Debugging Epohul (epohul)
Telegraph
Thoughts
Okay, so I arrived at the airport quite early, and I’ll be spending a few hours here. While waiting I wanna share what I’ve been thinking about over the past few days. In Ethiopia, especially at AAU, fields like pure mathematics and physics aren’t usually…
Debugging Epohul
https://telegra.ph/Thoughts-10-31-15
There are opportunities you haven’t seen yet. Choosing a major just because it looks promising right now isn’t always the right move.
heavy on this.
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Is anyone here to explain what is the hype with Sylvia Plath? (I have not read any of her works.) I started The Bell Jar and got tired of it halfway.
Scribe your soul out
Is anyone here to explain what is the hype with Sylvia Plath? (I have not read any of her works.) I started The Bell Jar and got tired of it halfway.
just a privileged white girl with some mental issues.
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