One should no longer hateth thy self.

It is fucking tiring
perhaps I should try other thing like delusion.

mtsm.

yehen semon yehon neger saymetagn aykerm

the one thing i had was my grades esum afer beltwal
need to gain my confidence back.
balchmalk nw meshalgn

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Why I am hearing
Wrap me in your arms again
Everywhere😭😭

i can’t stop thinking about my name
the capital written name, it still screams at me.

I almost ordered a whole cake for myself just because. (I didn't order it because my account is not working.)

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I have been in my room sleeping for two days now,and to make things better, I have no class tomorrow.
I wonder where I will be?

I am crashing out
but I made a promise to myself not to use words here anymore.

I swear to god it's not even a haha thing anymore.

Genuine question how do y'all act normal and live life?

How does one be consistent in the things that they do? I am ngl I get stuff done quickly I am good at it, but I can't stop myself from going into this mental chaos every time. I do my routines welI keep everything intact, eko, but at the same time, I have this self torture that I can't seem to get rid of.

Btw i much different in rl calm or quiet or laughing at some stupid things.
that’s why i fear long conversations irl.

Now let's go back to the day that people told me I look and talk like Syd from The Bear. Good old times.

I freaking love Ayo Edebiri!

I just saw a guy saying, "I am 34 years old. I should stop blaming my parents. But if you knew the foundation isn't built safely, would you feel safe on the 34th floor?"
Idk if the wording is right but he has a point.

The urge to post my annoying videos here.