Funny thing is, the place I thought was full of horrors is the place I want to go back to and reset every time.

Why do I miss class after complaining for the whole 10 months.

When menchanch is your whole personality.

I wanna make a betrayal list.

scared bekka i take it back hoyy

istg having little cousins humbles you what do you mean you have a girlfriend,
what do you mean,you go to the gym daily
What do you mean you are taller than me.😭😭

my ego
dissociation
indecisive
my ego
meat
pharmacology
every gurd photo i ever took
my tears everytime i need to prove a point
my skin always acting up
my sweet tooth
the love for being early
my ego
uterus
my stuttering
my daydreaming
my laziness
quiet assholes
white shoes
my eyes
my blocked nose
adhd
second guessing everything
sensitivity
my phone
my slowness
my slowness when it comes to people too
my over sharing
my ego over money i don’t have or worked for
the price for slice bread
taking everyone as a friend
peter for not waiting a minute to beat up thanos
my attention spam
my nechenech
my ego over my flat ass
my hate for touch and the awkward face that comes afterward
avoidant personality
overthinking
eleni’s concept of time
yesemit taxi
my dad’s facebook
my long paragraphs
the whole girls in grade 8
my brother’s instagram page
that i am breathing still
myself.

i have more i think.

every time I’m out, i am praying i don’t run into anyone i know.

i have an obsession with lighters.
and every time i buy one,
the guy looks at me strange.

lovely human
good night!

i pledge never to be in the same situation again.

🫩

Dammnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!

your 20s are to explore.

the only thing i am exploring is the lump of ache and anger inside.

it was a good lesson.
i wish i was illiterate instead.

you know how i know i was a funny kid growing up? when i was in grade 2 or 3 i looked at my gurd photo and showed it to my brothers and said i look like lil wayne because i literally did and they laughed, and it’s still a running joke.

i love how much the church echoes nearby.

five minute walk
welll 2 minutes if its blen walk.