It was funny in the head

Two series to go

“Of course all life is a process of breaking down, but the blows that do the dramatic side of the work the big sudden blows that come, or seem to come, from outside the ones you remember and blame things on and, in moments of weakness, tell your friends about, don’t show their effect all at once.”

“The marks of the severe wear are suddenly revealed.”


“The test of a first-rate intelligence is the ability to hold two opposed ideas in the mind at the same time, and still retain the ability to function.”


“One should, for example, be able to see that things are hopeless and yet be determined to make them otherwise.”


“This philosophy fitted on to my early adult life, when I saw the improbable, the implausible, often the ‘impossible,’ come true.

“I realized that in those two years, in order to preserve something an inner hush maybe, maybe not I had weaned myself from all the things I used to love that every act of life from the morning toothbrush to the friend at dinner had become an effort.”

“The world only exists in your eyes your conception of it. You can make it as big or as small as you want to. And you’re trying to be a little puny individual. By God, if I ever cracked, I’d try to make the world crack with me.”

. “I slept on the heart side now because I knew that the sooner I could tire that out, even a little, the sooner would come that blessed hour of nightmare which, like a catharsis, would enable me to better meet the new day.”

I basically highlighted the whole thing.

If you want to read it
its three essays
The crack up
Pasting it together
Handle with care


I only knew him from
The Great Gatsby
But he has written more.

What has happened with the time

I believe the time has come for me to become less.

Goodbye.

It has been agood experience, at least this time I’m saying goodbye. I stopped seeing the point of it months ago. Tho i am grateful that I have met beautiful and amazing people through it. That’s the one thing I can truly appreciate. It's been bothering me, and I believe some things need to be let go. I wish I could say it’s just a channel, but the wonderful people I’ve met because of it are what I truly value.
I don't think its a place of gain anymore.

Thank you for loving the space!
Really appreciate it!

hmm….

how yall doinnnnnn lmaoo

yes i have no shame.

i am going to spam till it's normal again and all the guilt strips away.

all I am going to say is it's all Eleni’s doing. she got into my head, she can make me change my mind.

The thing is that I don't know no one knows, and you might not either.
It's a web of beings intertwined.

My favorite photo is one where only my teeth are visible.
I am now realizing it serves as ultimate proof of the jokes thrown at me for being Black. 😭

Wanna see my dusty unorganized shelf

I just noticed I have more religious books in it.

Plus the journals and color papers the peanut butter lmao I swear it's not mine.

My dad really wants us to be writers,
I should actually study this thing.

Will tell you how it goes.