Scribe your soul out
At least Am darker now.
my favorite part about this day was dancing in the heavy rain. I remember our friends screaming at us but we were running
Ayii Mtsm Mann
I think she was right.
Ayii Mtsm Mann
I think she was right.
Joe explains what happens when you have massive mommy issues and self hatred. I can’t believe I spent the night watching this season. I love the show, but I just hate when he randomly starts to mechmalk like please endee ere woo
I should sleep
Sorry sleep.
I should sleep
Sorry sleep.
Forwarded from Haha? (ገሊላ)
Me and blen
(The photo was a few weeks ago but i look like a 12 year old child)
(The photo was a few weeks ago but i look like a 12 year old child)
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Forwarded from Meron
Telegraph
This too will pass.
Time moves differently. One moment, you're celebrating your accomplishments, and before you know it, you're knee-deep in work deadlines, bills, and responsibilities. The days feel long, but the years fly by. You might find yourself looking back, wondering…
You think about being a kid too much, like you are stuck there reliving it over and over. The last clear memory you have of childhood is sitting in the corner of the sofa eating the snacks your mom bought for your brother’s birthday. It was late. You and her were the only ones in the living room. And then everything changed.
You remember everything that happened after that. You were frozen, stuck in place, watching it all unfold. You didn’t know how to help. You didn’t know what to do. You just sat there, gripping your snack, staring you couldn’t move. You couldn’t scream. You couldn’t cry. It felt like a dream, like any second you would wake up and everything would be normal again.You still remember hearing the question. Why aren’t you doing anything?
And then the next morning came and you were told you were grown now. And you believed it. You thought, Yeah I am grown. I should act like it. It was over. But somehow you were stuck. You never really matured not fully. Even now whenever you fail to help whenever you feel helpless you feel the guilt. It pulls you right back to that sofa gripping your snack when you should have been holding onto them But you never did. And in a way that makes sense.
Because maybe you never knew how. Maybe you were still just a kid, waiting for someone to tell you what to do. But no one did. And now even though you have grown, part of you is still sitting there, frozen in that moment wishing you had done something anything other than just watch.
It wouldn’t change anything for you. But it would have changed something for them. And that would have changed something for you after.
#notesappusedtobeabused
You remember everything that happened after that. You were frozen, stuck in place, watching it all unfold. You didn’t know how to help. You didn’t know what to do. You just sat there, gripping your snack, staring you couldn’t move. You couldn’t scream. You couldn’t cry. It felt like a dream, like any second you would wake up and everything would be normal again.You still remember hearing the question. Why aren’t you doing anything?
And then the next morning came and you were told you were grown now. And you believed it. You thought, Yeah I am grown. I should act like it. It was over. But somehow you were stuck. You never really matured not fully. Even now whenever you fail to help whenever you feel helpless you feel the guilt. It pulls you right back to that sofa gripping your snack when you should have been holding onto them But you never did. And in a way that makes sense.
Because maybe you never knew how. Maybe you were still just a kid, waiting for someone to tell you what to do. But no one did. And now even though you have grown, part of you is still sitting there, frozen in that moment wishing you had done something anything other than just watch.
It wouldn’t change anything for you. But it would have changed something for them. And that would have changed something for you after.
#notesappusedtobeabused
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My math is that if I have more money than I first thought, then the extra money is to be wasted ,it's a reward for me to spoil myself.
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Did you really love the scars? Did they actually look cool to you, or was it my nakedness that seemed cool?