I often find myself wondering what led to the disappointment I've experienced from others. Was it my appearance, my speech, or my posture? I wish I could ask each person directly and hear them say that it was my actions that caused it because I would be happy if you said it was my actions rather than rest.

It sometimes may seem like you're going to end up alone with no friends but trust me you won't.

Thisssss has to be the meanest one weynaaa😂

She told me to send her a video of where I fell she was disappointed that i didn't mtsm.

What's the worst that can happen??

I don't know what I would be without these people. I love them so much. One thing I pray to God is to take me before them. Because I’ll never be able to see them out of my life. And I am forever thankful to have them in my life🫂
Love you guys so much!❤️

The way am grateful for my friends.

Now that am happy I should remind myself that I got two Bs and sleep thinking about that and that I should've done better even though I know I did.

I swear I wish I had never treated you this way but you chose this life, not me stop making me feel guilty for it.

“You haven't met all the people you will love yet.”

I've been feeling connected with the part of me that wants to love and nurture. The part that wants to be better every day. The part that wants to show up better for others, and
myself. I just want to love, love, and love.
Because love is a beautiful thing and I understand what being left alone and given up on feels like and I don't want people to experience that. I practice grace, love, mindfulness and kindness more every day. I have taken my power back from the darker parts of myself and have made sure that they will not control my life again.
I just want everybody around me to feel appreciated.

I really can't imagine this happening