I just received a present, and I didn’t know how to react. I think I panicked a bit I’m pretty sure I said thank you and no at the same time, too much and in the same voice. I don’t know why, but I hate receiving things. I get too excited too emotional. I think I got scared because it was from a friend I hadn’t seen in two years. I felt really loved but after realizing it was for me, I stopped thinking it all felt like a dream or something because it was a surprise.

Ohhhh don’t get me started on how dumb I am with surprises I am really slow I’m a great planner but you could surprise me in seconds. My friends know I’m the easiest to fool I once thought a surprise was for someone else and I was helping not to ruin it only for them to tell me twice that it was actually for me. Now that I think about it there were obvious signs that my slow ass just didn’t notice.

you see life deals you plenty of cards and at times you'd want the moment to cease you'd want everything to stay the way it is yet that isn't a luxury we can afford but understand that failure isn't failure until you take it as such. you see you could fall so low and everyone around you could make you feel worse but yet understand that many have come and many have gone and many will come after your life is simply one to be lived in the way you desire strive not for yourself alone but rather for everything you've been through and everything you carry.

The fruits of tomorrow lay in your hands you can either plant them and nourish them until they grow or you could hand the seeds to others and teach them how to grow you see being alone teaches you much about yourself yet being with others teaches you much about the world you live in.

you worry often and you let the worry grip you up holding you constantly Whatever you can't control think less about it you see you have much in your hands do whatever you can to change what you desire and well pray for the best and if it doesn't go your way why stop?

we fall slowly in despair at times with no one around understanding our suffering we throw smiles and lovely things at others hoping they never fall into the same dark hole you exist in. yet understand that everything is what you perceive and even in the worst conditions you can blossom if you seek it.

Tishh

Ameltegnn yedersegn neber ekoo

I really need to tone down my attitude I'm broke and jobless and am acting as if I've got a ton of options right now.mtsmmm

Endaa I just saw it's 365 subscribers and on the last dayyyyyy. I love when something like this happens like can you believe the coincidence Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy love y'all made my year.



Happy New Year!!!!!!
I hope this year is you being better than the last.

It's so fascinating seeing people not being able to enjoy the holiday without meat. 😂

Yes, my grandma is feeling better, and now she's back to urging me to get married meanwhile am here trying to convince the kids to play with me.

Mommy is leaving me.

If I stay longer y’all are invited to the wedding mtsmm.

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Mommy is staying a little longer.

I just drove.

2017 already creating core memories.

I don't even remember the last time my brother trusted my clumsy ass but today he did. And I didn't kill us both.