i need to stop but the weather was so pleasant today and the clouds are beautiful and i'm wearing my happy-sweater.
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i love watching weddings. they make me want to get married too and not even for the marriage, but for the whole big fat indian wedding experience. the music, the lehenga, the baarat, the rituals, the feeling of being at the centre of literally everything. and yet at the same time, i know i’d probably choose a simple court marriage because well, the whole spectacle is just a huge waste of money.
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it’s so exhausting trying to focus on one thing when my mind refuses to stay in one place. i’ll be doing a single task, but my brain is already juggling ten others and thinking about them, wanting to chase them, pulling me in every direction. it feels like there’s a full blown circus happening inside my head all the time. no matter how badly i want to concentrate on the one thing in front of me, i just can’t seem to hold onto it. if this isn’t adhd, then i genuinely don’t know what is. i’m so tired of fighting my own mind. literally sick of it atp.
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