been working on this doctor faustus essay since morning and it’s still nowhere near done. i’ve read everything i could find, researched every angle, but somehow it’s not coming together. i have all the pieces, just no structure. it’s frustrating how much effort can go into something and still feel like nothing’s moving.

delegated my essay to her because i give up.

okay let's lock in.

why would my own brain ruin my own day, like who's side are you even on???

i think it turned out okayish.

can't i just be sentimental and nostalgic and emotional and insufferable and a freak without being too much?

koi mujhe uninstall kardo

the thing about having hope is that it is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so difficult. but you have to do it anyway.

losing my spark. please light me on fire.

ye ladke kitne dramaqueen hote h bc

does anyone know how to not be the idiot with the painted face in the corner taking up space?