okay so i just remembered that tomorrow is friendship day. and i’m meeting my college friends tomorrow. so i thought, why not make them something handmade? i pulled out my embroidery stuff and even started, but then these cramps started killing me. plus, yesterday we went on this trekking type thing (who the hell said it was a good idea) and now my thighs are hurting like hell since morning. i'm sore and tired, and embroidery takes so much time and patience and sitting still, none of which i currently possess.
so i dropped that idea. then i was like, okay, plan b, let’s make cards. but guess what? no coloring pencils, no cute paper, not even an old wedding card to upcycle. i don’t even know if i’m just making excuses at this point. but i do want to give them something, anything, because we’re meeting tomorrow and i like these people. they deserve some love. so if you have last minute gift ideas, drop them please

edits are sweet. like, if we weren’t meeting tomorrow, i would've gone for that. but since we are meeting, i’d really rather hand them something, even if it’s small. but thank you for the idea <3

okay yes that's a lovely idea, let me make something cute

नौसिखिया hu

i made these tiny notes. they’re really small. just whatever i could do in the moment. i’m not a very artistic person, so i decorated them however it felt right. didn’t have the energy (or courage lol) to pull off a whole full fledged card, but i still wanted to give them something so i scribbled a little something. i hope they like it

crying-

got this for her 😭

impermanence does not mean insignificance, mom

the mastikhor in me strong but the social anxiety stronger

okay i might have a problem? or is this normal

"fine shyt this" "fine shyt that"
bro i can't even find shyt

hell i can't even shit

(constipation)

am i being too comfortable

bye

people will say “you’ve changed” like it’s an insult, but honestly, thank god. imagine still explaining yourself the same way you did two years ago. imagine still letting people test your boundaries just because they’re “used to the old you.” change is the point. growth is the bare minimum.