so, he was in my dreams today and we had a very cutesy-sweet conversation BUT IT NEEDS TO GO AWAY WTF

the weather is horrendous today. everything feels dull. the sun looks like a white spot in the sky instead of spreading warmth. i feel cold, so cold. i hope my mood isn’t affected by the weather but that seems unlikely. funny how weather has such a toll on your mind. it really does. i should’ve dressed in more layers. it feels like it’ll rain. i hate rain. especially in winters. it’s so cold.
i feel so cold i just want to roll into a ball.

i think i wil give this a read. i don’t fw the self help genre but the premise seems इंट्रेस्टिंग

i have such a long to-do list and i don’t even know where to begin. everything feels jumbled in my head. it’s like thoughts are crossing each other without stopping. i start thinking of one thing and end up somewhere else entirely. there’s a lot to do ugh. i’m tired. tired enough to want sleep immediately. but i like this tiredness. at least it’s physical and not that dull mental heaviness i had during my off days. that tiredness was worse, doing nothing and still feeling drained. this feels earned. still, the work is waiting. a huge pile at that and my mind can’t quite separate it and put it down neatly on paper. it just floats around, unfinished in my head. i’ll try to do most of it this weekend. i'm so confusingly happy.

cute day. did a lil trekking and surprisingly i wasn’t exhausted this time.

been writing dost ke bhai ka assignment 😊

ho jayega.

i love my bed so much.

MY EXISTENCE IS AN EMBARRASSMENT ATP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

not a single aurafarming bone in my body ughhhh jdkdkelqkshgejekskdjdjsjsj

and why is my mom trying to read my diary??????

OMGOMGOMG the gifts arrived and they are so so so cute i kid you not

also there's a story behind why i'm getting her socks and a ceramic item

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