i want my reactions back

i got my reactions back

i am cringe and not free. i’m cringe and extremely self-conscious. but will that stop me from being cringe? hell no. (see how cringe this channel is, and it still exists.)

trust me, this is something bukowski would smirk at.
human desire often crosses boundaries, and even something as tender as a kiss has the undertone of consuming the other, be it metaphorically, emotionally or physically

18 january
watched an unhealthy amount of heated rivalry edits, did laundry, cried like a baby in front of mom after ages, did a diy haircut (bad idea), read a few emily dickinson poems, had a pretty long vc (bad idea).

i should steal mom's sweaters more often

mujhe bohot zor se delete aa rha h but i won't 🤬

the plot of "the rover" by aphra behn is so fucking complicated. everyone’s dueling with everyone and so much of unwanted confusion. and why are these guys harassing every woman they see? i don’t understand anything but i have a feeling that it's going to be a fun read. i haven’t started a serious reading of the text (yet). will do dat now ig

going back to my roots, lessgo. missed this so much man.

last year was practice. last month was practice. last week was practice. yesterday was practice. today was practice.

it feels physically, visibly impossible and illegal to wake up at 6, drag yourself through endless travel, and go to that boring hole every single morning. especially now that i don’t even have a crush there anymore. he used to function like an energy drink, caffeine, motivation, serotonin, everything. guys crushes are awesome, i definitely do not recommended having one tho.

but if everyone’s yearning then who's yearned for?