drop movies/series/kdramas/documentaries/books suggestions.

it’s 2pm in the afternoon, and i still haven’t moved from inside my blanket. there is, objectively, a lot i could be doing. subjectively, it’s cold, and the blanket offers a level of comfort that feels difficult to abandon. exams are over, which should mean freedom, but instead it has produced a strange inertia. scrolling through my phone has lost its appeal. apparently procrastination only feels thrilling when there is an exam looming and guilt adds momentum. i want to read physical books. i’ve been reading on my phone, but it doesn’t satisfy the same sensory need. the issue, as always, is money. i am exhausted by the constant awareness of money, by the calculations that precede every desire. i am tired of wanting things and then having to justify why i shouldn’t. to be very clear, i don’t have money, and i’m tired of that being a defining condition of my choices.
there’s a christmas carnival happening in the city right now. i want to go, but ofcourse no money so no fun. i also wanted to record something, to start an instagram account and post. but i stopped myself with a familiar phrase, "not yet". i think i need to work more. i don’t think my writing is where i want it to be. so that is a no-go at the moment too.

need what john watson and sherlock holmes share.

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Your voice is somewhat similar to the owner of mysillycovers

top 10 funniest shits i heard this year

it's completely filled with love and hate and confusion and frustration and grief and exhaustion and self doubt and ambition and boredom and half formed thoughts and anger and catastrophes and-
nvm, it’s just full now.

"grief loved me more than love ever loved me"

santa please :

money saving skills
healthy skin
piercings
healthy hair
woh
makeup skills
good gut health
nail paints
sugar se dur rehne ki shakti
woh

okay so if you didn't know, odyssey is releasing next year and i just saw the trailer and wow. christopher nolan, you keep doing it again and again and we keep applauding again and again. i already know the movie is going to be insane. i don’t care if it’s three hours, four hours, five hours long. i will sit there and fucking devour the whole movie. and the best part is that it’s releasing around my birthday. literally cherry on the cake. the only problem is, i have absolutely no one to go watch it with. like none. zero. if it was some kis kis ko pyaar karu kindamovie, i’d have ten people ready. but for this there’s no one and that’s okay. i think it’s better this way. i’ll go alone. and i will go. i’m saying it now and i’ll say it again, i am watching this film in the theatre. alone if i have to. now yes, we also need money for all of this. which i don’t have. at all. but we will figure something out. it’s around my birthday, so i will beg my mom and ask it as a birthday gift. BUT I WILL GO. CDHOIHDDIHD

yaar i need to experience a harry potter christmas

i hate india.