friends are making christmas plans but i dont wanna go. how to cancel?

chugged a glass of chilled water with sore throat and runny nose. kal subah kuch post na karu toh samajh jana-

and on a random morning you get to know that he has a girlfriend. the random day happens to be an exam day. you will want to cry but you won't. you will blame yourself for falling so hard. you will try to accept it and move on.

the print quality is super bad. gotta return these now. i was so excited for their arrival man. i thought i would read these in the semester break but i guess not.

drop movies/series/kdramas/documentaries/books suggestions.

it’s 2pm in the afternoon, and i still haven’t moved from inside my blanket. there is, objectively, a lot i could be doing. subjectively, it’s cold, and the blanket offers a level of comfort that feels difficult to abandon. exams are over, which should mean freedom, but instead it has produced a strange inertia. scrolling through my phone has lost its appeal. apparently procrastination only feels thrilling when there is an exam looming and guilt adds momentum. i want to read physical books. i’ve been reading on my phone, but it doesn’t satisfy the same sensory need. the issue, as always, is money. i am exhausted by the constant awareness of money, by the calculations that precede every desire. i am tired of wanting things and then having to justify why i shouldn’t. to be very clear, i don’t have money, and i’m tired of that being a defining condition of my choices.
there’s a christmas carnival happening in the city right now. i want to go, but ofcourse no money so no fun. i also wanted to record something, to start an instagram account and post. but i stopped myself with a familiar phrase, "not yet". i think i need to work more. i don’t think my writing is where i want it to be. so that is a no-go at the moment too.

need what john watson and sherlock holmes share.

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Your voice is somewhat similar to the owner of mysillycovers

top 10 funniest shits i heard this year

it's completely filled with love and hate and confusion and frustration and grief and exhaustion and self doubt and ambition and boredom and half formed thoughts and anger and catastrophes and-
nvm, it’s just full now.