why is our generation so unhappy? overstimulation. seeing too many lifestyles, opinions and experiences outside of our own.

ah it happens again. leaving after days of beautiful chaos feels so empty. i hate the last day of chhath. will miss mom. everything good burns out too fast. fir se vahi college vali majdoori.

bhai saare festivals khatm ho gaye 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞

i've simply been lost in the contradiction of different maps, wandering too many paths.

i miss my mother the most on the journey back to college. it’s like every passing mile pulls me farther from her warmth, and the missing comes in waves, breaking me into sobs every few minutes.

kismat toh hai meri chudi hui

a daily flirtation with who i am not, what i don’t have, and what i haven’t done.

i NEED a projector (do i?) but it’s so cool (stfu)

i love the sunshine kind of people. the ones who talk to everyone with that easy warmth, who make you feel loved just by existing near them. i want someone like that in my life so badly. but the thing is, i know i’ll push them away, i have pushed them away, because somewhere inside me, something panics when people get too kind. like i’ve lived too long without that sort of friendliness, and now i don’t know how to hold it without breaking it.

this is from 2022. missing the hair. or maybe i’m not missing the long hair, just the time it belonged to.

i love snapchat memories.

just completed reading this. took me a lot of time because of the festival season but i loved reading it. will post a review soon.