it’s diwali and i don’t even feel like showering. festivals don’t feel like they should in this house. i miss my mom man.
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that one friend who’s supposed to stay a memory, please just stay a memory. don’t try to slide back into my life like nothing happened. we can’t undo what broke, and we can’t pretend it wouldn’t be awkward af. i don’t have the strength to live through that strange awkwardness, so please, fuck off.
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do you think i'm cool kinda weird, freaky kinda weird, or just a weirdo?
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you can't even dig up your lovers' grave and pry open their casket and cradle their corpse in your chest anymore because of woke.
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it's cool to not be totally healed from something nine months later and it's cool to understand that you don't really heal from anything. you just live beyond it and find new happiness and it’s cool to grieve the loss of some sort of innocence you can't quite name and it's cool if you're crying, because i am too.
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