bhai sessional hai aaj international relations paper ka and i had no clue. i will kms.

ehee

how do i get rid of a naturally melancholic disposition without drugs or falling in love or going outside or being around others or-

was literally running for my life because i was about to miss my bus but this random uncle just appeared out of nowhere and gave me a lift to my stop 😭🙏 angels really do exist sometimes.

sometimes i feel so utterly alone at college. it’s not even about not having people. everyone has their own set of friends they actually belong to. and when everyone’s off with their own people, i just sit there, not knowing what to do or where to go. i scroll and pretend to be busy, try to act unbothered, but it just feels so stupidly heavy inside. i start wondering if i’m just bad company, if i don’t fit anywhere. and i hate that it bothers me this much, but it does.

guess i'll stick to the only constant company i have had since ages.

today was just shit and overstimulating.

i mourned not the people i loved, but the parts of me that only existed when they did.

eheee it’s here slshgdjsksksjshgsfs

my kinda dhanteras lmao. i rarely get to buy books so this is a big deal for me c'mon.