Ye fck me, but I guess, its will be better, 2 lessons:
1. grind
2. and grind (have to stop in time)
Nahh, just have also this two issues decide and I WILL be better.

"Lock in guys."

93$/2460$

SO ended up like that, I know I can trade much more, but feared of grinding, it is, like it is.

"Lock in worked out."

99$/2460$

Broski, my perfectionism so bad to me, but idc, good day, good trades, more and more better feel market.

"The day is so beautiful."

100$/2460$

Damn, just hard work, so nothing special actually, or it's more called lucky? yes and no, but idc

"Hard work"

172$/2460$

It's not better than yesterday, but also good, just continue as always.

183$/2460$

Fck me, I got drained, about 0.1 sol just disapear by fees, bro... And ye + new lesson, never trade after games, or just will lose about 0.2 or some shit idc.

"Tomorrow..."

190$/2460$

Just fuck it...just fuck it. Have to hold and blah blah blah...

+ PROFIT

"IT TAKES ONE BIG WIN
TO CANCEL ALL OF THE LOSSES.
JUST ONE WIN..."

176$/2460$

Yeap, - and it's big, and it's only one issue, fcking gambling, bro, why I always after small +, have to make BIG -, tf is happened today. FCK me w this gamble, bruh. I'm just like in fcking recycle "it's over, I comeback, it's over, I comeback... and repeat", broooooooooo.
But ye 2 very important mistakes:
gamble
and gamble
but also have A little bit more believe in coin for hold, have to hold, have to hold, just ye fck. Just will continue, it's not the end, have to make it in time.
Have to achieve it, for me... for my sake. Am I really okay with this life? Nah, fck it, I will make it.

"I'm building something I can't even see the result of yet. BUT I know one thing, I can't stop."

117$/2460$

(Actually earn only +- +0.4)

I don't wanna yapp to much, but in short, met new people w who interesting trading, month barely ended in a bit +, to much mistakes that contains psychical emotions and trading (gambler, and etc.). TO MUCH EXCUSES!

So from today my new purposes:
- hold
- sitting every day (not this fck gaps)
- and earn 2460$

But good that going better in trading>

"New month, new me."
(I promise.)

Lock in guys.

-0.11

Continue as always.

ok it's less than yesterday only -0.012
BUT FCK ME
BRO I HAVE TO HOLD, JUST HOLD, HOLD, HOLD HOLD
I so getting scared by thinking about hold, just have to remake strategy.

"You're moving. but toward what?"

-0.38

Fck my ass, I can ended up just BE, but FCK ME OVERHOLDING, omg... But ye, + new rule, and I see, the more potencial w holding, not my fck ass strategy for 5%. SO just continue, until the win.

"When you stop chasing the wrong things you give the right things a chance to catch you."

66$/2460$

SO, fucked so fast, in the start have about +0.2, and now -0.15, every runner missed. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBut now I actually now understand my reason why I so fcked.
1. Do not hold.
2. I only, ONLY buy then some other wallet buys, I'll wait for approved, and because of this approving I lose so much.
3. Too, TOO much coins watching in 1 second.

And decides for this issues:
1. hold
2. do not wait until approvement
3. only concetrate on 1 coin, then u wanna actually buy, and fck others

"If you want to go far in life, learn to be bored, silent and alone."

DAMN

Got dodep

First profit in this month.