if according to my sick brain i don't have a soul or a personality and am just a facsimile of a human being BUT this body also isn't me and is just a prison of flesh then what the fuck AM I

save me ibuprofen

not a big fan of someone covering "they will bury me a woman" to change it from a trans man being distressed about a very common thing to happen to afab genderqueer people into a song about a trans woman celebrating that her identity will be respected

not a big fan of transfem covers of the song in general (i feel like it's a bit tone deaf) but this one sure is. uh.

"well i was mistaken that this is what the song is about!" i think you're just stupid.

sigh. cue that one brb i need to bash my head into the wall anime girls pictures

nothing good will ever happen to me again etc etm

local mouse fails profusely with everything and will be now digging a hole for itself and laying in it until they're overrun by moss and such

the scale of failure is between "because i didn't switch schools in seventh grade my entire education is fucked and i will never become as knowledgeable as i want" to "literally fucked up every conversation i had in past month or more" to "should've bought a different snack today"

i should put on an idiot hat and never speak again

because someone like me isn't worthy of the miracle of friendship and affection and whatever

sometimes it feels very cruel that i was a wanted child

пройдет печаль, растает горюшко,
не плачь, душа, нам не впервой
лети легко, как птичье перышко
лети домой, лети домой...