maybe i should just let myself rot away already!!!!

worst creator ever can't create shit can only think in circles and hate

i wish i could stop being me but no matter how much my brain rots from the inside it never fucking gets rid of myself

i used to be not good enough but now i'm just not good at all

putting yourself down isn't nice to your friends but i also don't have any energy to like myself in any capacity

nor do i know how anyone likes me. i think if i met myself as i am i would want to kill her

can't say i feel particularly better but at least i'm back to doing something

i think it's pretty evil that the "needs connection" syndrome is also making me more unbearable than normal

this about both npd and pmdd

смотрю видео и думаю "хм насколько же этот автор убился с этой табличкой по лору, он не звучит как человек который таким занимается с первого взгл- а, ваха ксеносы фанат. checks out"

(author showed a very cool collection of his orcs as an explanation to why he actually likes when there's a lot of random lore if it comes as an addition to an actual story)

sorry i keep talking about warhammer nothing else brings me joy anymore

i like this guy his fursona is a hyena and he fills out excel spreadsheets for fun just like me

i too want a hyena fursona but i feel like people are going to be mean if i don't make it a mouse

i like my nickname but i also don't actually feel like a mouse y'know...

any kinda wild feline would work well probably but i like hyenas the most

думаю что смешно что из-за маскот хоррора как жанра мне было немного жутко играть в эпик микки.

оно типа ощущается абсолютно так же как типичный маскот хоррор except it doesn't have an evil twist it's just kinda spooky

you can't make mickey mouse creepy but you can make me worried about him encountering a creepy thing. he's just a little guy...

i would pick it up again maybe but i don't wanna play alone