my three biggest messages to the world is that you should play kingdom hearts, read the infinite and the divine and close twitter for the love of god

i might have a migraine rn which gets worse from flashing lights but this sign won't stop me because i can't read

can you believe that my head did in fact start hurting more

i think my uni might be a migraine trigger /j

oh and also i gotta run home tomorrow if i wanna make it to state of play uuuuu

on one hand i want to pin my vent channel so i stop searching it up every time and on the other i think if i ever confuse it with this one i might just kill myself

the potential embarrassment is ranging from "ah this is too much self hatred for public" to "fucking shit i don't actually think that i was just angry" to "this is the worst literally the worst way to accidentally confirm who i was talking about with the obsessing posts fuck"

so yeah either way not winning

can my head stop hurting now i took a painkiller...

me but it's the next year. i am fixing everything by my next trip to novosibirsk or i'm going to go in the taiga

i'm going to graduate and also have every complicated talk i need to have (which is. one actually i think) and i'm going to start working on everything and i'll see a doctor and i'll finish all current commissions

and then i'll still going to go live in taiga because i'll still fuck something up probably

and i will also not have the talk right now because i need to learn to stop fucking rushing head first into them even if i'm scared that the time passage will make everything worse

for all my favorite mysterious never says anything characters i'm a very blunt person actually

i found something out about what i'm feeling and it's everyone's problem now /j

но серьезно мне бы часть избегательности некоторых моих товарищей а то мне чуть ли не физически тяжело откладывать то что мне кажется важным разговором