right people wrong place

“dear ash
ash — I'm worried to death because I haven't been able to see you doing well. you said we live in different worlds.. but is that true? we have different colored skin and eyes. we were born in different countries. but we're friends. isn't that what counts? I'm really glad I came to america. I met lots of people and more than anything, I met you. you asked me over and over if you scared me, but I never feared you, not once. what's more is you're hurt much more than me. I couldn't help feeling that way. funny, huh? you're way smarter, bigger, and stronger than me. but I always felt like I had to protect you. I wonder what it is I wanted to protect you from. I wanted to protect you from fate. the fate that tries to carry you away, drifting futher and futher. you told me once about a leopard you read in a book. how you believed that leopard knew that it couldn't go back, and I said you weren't a leopard, that you could change your destiny. you're not alone. I'm by your side. my soul is always with you — eiji okumura”

bananafisholic

cause I feel like I'm the worst so I always act like I'm the best

let's talk about tshd ❤️

the first episode’s cinematography was so good I almost forgot that 'hikaru' confessed to yoshiki

the concept of 'hikaru' being the second choice will never be logical to me. he literally gave yoshiki a piece of himself after almost getting killed by him, and he urged to leave their village just because he didn’t want to hurt yoshiki anymore

‘ I love you yoshiki, not hikaru's feelings, mine, the monster's feelings ’ not even the real hikaru could love yoshiki like that

on top of that, yoshiki keeps denying he’d do anything for 'hikaru' and it pisses me off even more. like be srs he spent weeks and months researching just to learn what 'hikaru' really is and then he LITERALLY begged on his knees for him to stay

sb said “'hikaru's willing to gain humanity for yoshiki and yoshi is ready to lose his for him” and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since..

and suddenly the words “i miss yochiki and freakaru” came out of my mouth, which is not weird because i say it about 98 times a day

born to be a unstoppable yapper forced to be a quiet loser

being exactly who I am

quiet but loud, kind but mean, cool but a loser, sarcastic, weird, anime nerd, empath, hate everyone except that blonde twink, collecting toxic people like pokémon, having a love hate relationship with volleyball, apple addict, gooning over black & white haired gays and realizing way too much