Waiting for warmer days

Winter is almost coming to an end. The season where i feel more lonely and depressed. But the past few weeks felt lively. And today don't know from where this wave of loneliness came, past sad memories, failure all at once. Like all the time i did listen to some music, felt what was going on and then gave myself hope that it's just a small phase. Over if not by today then tomorrow or the day after that but will soon.

My life 5 minutes before alarm

探梅(Tanbai) - японча мавсумий сўз бўлиб, шеьриятда қишдан чарчаган, лекин тугашига ҳали ерта еканлигини билган ҳолда, баҳор келаётганини кўрсатувчи белги керак бўлиб, биринчи олхўри гулини қидиришга борган йил фаслини тасвирлаш учун ишлатилади.

Just imagine us sitting here in peace, free from the worries of the world.

Far west, across the sea, there is a land called Vinland. It's warm. And fertile. A faraway land, where neither slave traders nor the flames of war reach.

What broke me and, in fact, led to a crisis was the desire for loneliness, the delight of the feeling that I was alone. Nature seemed to me full of wonders, and I was drawn to it. Every stone, every plant, every thing seemed alive and amazing to me.

Will we get lost at night in the spring forest?

How beautiful you are my darling.

Part 2.

And did you get what you wanted from this life, even so ?
I did
And what did you want ?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself beloved on the earth.