я даже с улыбкой не могу вспомнить наши счастливые моменты, потому что мне всегда было так плохо. я просто год ходила без настроения, мне было так мерзко, противно, гадко, отвратительно, тошнотворно
я этого человека просто презираю, может когда то я успокоюсь, но не сейчас так точно. человек просто напитал меня иллюзиями а вдоруг мы будем вместе, а вдруг это, а вдруг то. и единственное что я могу сказать и описать что я чувствую, так это ненависть. этот ублюдок дал мне ureaplasma. да чтоб ты сдох.
thanks good you left me, and i never wanna hear from you again.
you ruined my life, and left the damage. i was trying to make me feel better by collecting myself by pieces.
i hope the god will never forgive you for destroying me and my mental health and my FUCKING ACTUAL HEALTH SON OF A BITCH
you ruined my life, and left the damage. i was trying to make me feel better by collecting myself by pieces.
i hope the god will never forgive you for destroying me and my mental health and my FUCKING ACTUAL HEALTH SON OF A BITCH
i was heartbroken. it destroyed me emotionally. i thought i would never be able to go through with it. but isnt it funny? i felt like i was dying inside, and in the end, it feels like a breath of air that you've needed all this time. its like a dream, it feels like the whole world has been waiting for you. i never wanna be in that position again. ive had enough.
but the only thing i cant understand is what was in the people’s head while doing this to me. how do they felt? do they feel sorry for doing this to me? do they really cared? have they ever remembered about me? i remember myself in those times, i hated myself, i didnt like myself in that time, my self esteem was under ground, i couldnt stop crying, i had trains of thoughts, i couldnt talk to anyone, i cut men off from my life
and now i’m here, im healed, im good, i feel amazing. i love my life, and i know that everything happened was for a reason. it made me love myself, put myself in the first place
one day i fell in love with a guy, and the part of my heart will always belong to him. i can’t blame him, bc i was a problem too.
i respect him very much, i wanna keep in my memory his image of a sweet, kind, caring, good man. even if he hurt me, i still appreciate him for being the most important person in my life at that moment.
it was so hard to get over through “the break up”. i shut myself off from everyone, tears, hysterias, tears again, and i knew that i loved him. but we werent meant to be together, and most importantly, he knew it from the very beginning. M
i respect him very much, i wanna keep in my memory his image of a sweet, kind, caring, good man. even if he hurt me, i still appreciate him for being the most important person in my life at that moment.
it was so hard to get over through “the break up”. i shut myself off from everyone, tears, hysterias, tears again, and i knew that i loved him. but we werent meant to be together, and most importantly, he knew it from the very beginning. M