welp I guess I've been more open with my internet friends about my mental condition (if it even fucking exists) than with my mom

whoops

so now she confronted me about not being able to show any emotions

yeah maybe I do need a psychatrist appointment

Thankfully she's willing to help with that

I don't know why, but I'm on the verge of tears. What.

Actually had to take a break from dinner because of that

I don't get why that happened. That shouldn't have happened

https://t.me/grumpy_mumbles/3458
One of the two, I already forgot which is which

The one that isn't "my mental health is fucked up beyond repair"

Anyway catch you after dinner because I'm a bit more calm now

okay I seem to be back and yeah I just cried halfway through the conversation for no fucking reason without even understanding why

Oh well, at least my mom's willing to help so I guess everything is fine

Maybe I'm actually going to get motivation to do shit for uni now

So far the past few days have been spent doing the wrong thing

I think I saw a god-like figure and told him "but I am an atheist" and then absolutely nothing happened

Well, except for the one where I saw god

So that was fun

I've had lucid dreams for the few past days now because my sleep schedule is fucked up beyond belief and I keep waking up, then falling back asleep

Most of them feature Kit so I'm more than fine with that